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D​ø​dehender - A cursed child made careless mistakes in a place laden with memories

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1.
I am sad and I want to die 
I just want to die 
I don’t care if it’s sooner or later
 yet I am sure it’ll be soon 
I don’t care whether this will happen
 under the light of the shitty sun 
or under the shadow of the putrid moon 
I don’t care because I scream and cry 
I cry on my dick
 and the falling tears 
flow inside the hole in my bell end
 to quench its thirst 
Yet I don’t feel better at all
 I just want to die 
How revolting, God, which doesn’t exist
 How revolting, life, which instead exists.
 I’m sick because I am doing this, too 
I’m filling all the holes
 Like tears
 Flowing into my bell end 
It doesn’t shine as bright as the putrid moon at all
 It doesn’t shine as bright as the shitty sun at all.
2.
I bark like I’m cursed 
I bark at everything 
We don’t bark together though, 
 we’re not a pack 
 Because we are alone
 Like the cursed child
 Like the cursed dog
 Like the cursed me
 Yet, this is no commonality
 We’re not alike, 
not because we’re all different
 Nothing is equal
 As “equal” does not exist
 And neither does “nothing”
 All that is, is.
 We’re not equal under the sun
 Not even the dog licking his dick 
Or the child pulling his own dick. 
 We’re just holes to be filled With light, fluids, and soil 
I’m just sick of this speed
 I bark desperately, 
I bark and cry like a dog, 
 I bark for attention,
I bark, bereft of words
I spoke before. 
I can only bark
 And cry and bark
 Oh, warm and cursed life.
3.
The alarm sounds
 It sounds only to amuse us
 It doesn’t have a message for me
 It has no warning, either.
 There’s no enemy nor darkness coming 
I wouldn’t care anyway
 I just talk about myself
 I just cry about myself
 I jerk off before thousands of mirrors
 As there’s no pleasure
 There’s no pain
 There’s nothing in the eyes of the other
 Only I exist
 And the cursed dog, too
 And the cursed child, too 
And the cursed father, 
And the cursed mother 
And this cursed world
. Are you still listening, dickhead?
 You should’ve killed yourself already.
 I’m always distracted 
Because I think about myself, 
Because I think about you
 There’s nothing out there, 
it’s all stuck in here.
 Pain is a trembling that flows from your head and chest To the palms of your hands 
When the love I feel is not enough
 And goes to the blind man who knows how to love. 
I don’t want this.
 I want nothing
I want nobody
 Fuck everything
 I don’t have to die 
I’m not dead yet 
I am alone through the winds of death
 Above a straight line. 

 Ich bin hier, doch nicht allein. Ich höre ein Geräusch aus der Ferne, da gehe ich hin. Ich laufe den Gang entlang, er ist von zwei Flüsse, geld-fließend begrenzt. Ein Mann und ein Hund sind bei mir. Der Mann erzählt mir, dass dieser Gang die Zeit ist. Die ist leicht zu begehen, doch es weht ein kranker Wind. Der Geruch des Todes, erzählte mir der Mann. Ich vertraue ihn. Er vertraut mir. Der Hund vertraut uns, auch. Zusammen, gehen wir diesen Weg.

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'A cursed child made careless mistakes in a place laden with memories', 3 Tracks EP © 2020
Assurd Records, Youth of Today Records, Tanato Records, Callisto Records.

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released December 28, 2020

A cursed child made careless mistakes in a place laden with memories © 2020 All Rights Reserved.
Music and Lyrics written and drums performed by Självmordshund at Deep Sound Recording Studio, IT.
Music and Co-arrangement, guitar recorded, mixed and mastered by Svarthünd. Bass Recorded by Volinor.
Vocals recorded by Desperat.
'The cursed dog has stopped trying to think through the winds of death' by D.C. Dødehender logo by Christophe Szpajdel.

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