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I am sad and I want to die
I just want to die
I don’t care if it’s sooner or later
yet I am sure it’ll be soon
I don’t care whether this will happen
under the light of the shitty sun
or under the shadow of the putrid moon
I don’t care because I scream and cry
I cry on my dick
and the falling tears
flow inside the hole
in my bell end
to quench its thirst
Yet I don’t feel better at all
I just want to die
How revolting,
God, which doesn’t exist
How revolting,
life, which instead exists.
I’m sick because
I am doing this, too
I’m filling all the holes
Like tears
Flowing into my bell end
It doesn’t shine as bright
as the putrid moon at all
It doesn’t shine as bright
as the shitty sun at all.
I bark like I’m cursed
I bark at everything
We don’t bark together though,
we’re not a pack
Because we are alone
Like the cursed child
Like the cursed dog
Like the cursed me
Yet, this is no commonality
We’re not alike,
not because we’re all different
Nothing is equal
As “equal” does not exist
And neither does “nothing”
All that is, is.
We’re not equal under the sun
Not even the dog licking his dick
Or the child pulling his own dick.
We’re just holes to be filled
With light, fluids, and soil
I’m just sick of this speed
I bark desperately,
I bark and cry like a dog,
I bark for attention, I bark,
bereft of words I spoke before.
I can only bark
And cry and bark
Oh, warm and cursed life.
The alarm sounds
It sounds only to amuse us
It doesn’t have a message for me
It has no warning, either.
There’s no enemy nor darkness coming
I wouldn’t care anyway
I just talk about myself
I just cry about myself
I jerk off before thousands of mirrors
As there’s no pleasure
There’s no pain
There’s nothing in the eyes of the other
Only I exist
And the cursed dog, too
And the cursed child, too
And the cursed father,
And the cursed mother
And this cursed world .
Are you still listening, dickhead?
You should’ve killed yourself already.
I’m always distracted
Because I think about myself,
Because I think about you
There’s nothing out there,
it’s all stuck in here.
Pain is a trembling that flows
from your head and chest
To the palms of your hands
When the love I feel is not enough
And goes to the blind man who knows how to love.
I don’t want this.
I want nothing I want nobody
Fuck everything
I don’t have to die
I’m not dead yet
I am alone through the winds of death
Above a straight line.
Ich bin hier, doch nicht allein. Ich höre ein Geräusch aus der Ferne, da gehe ich hin. Ich laufe den Gang entlang, er ist von zwei Flüsse, geld-fließend begrenzt. Ein Mann und ein Hund sind bei mir. Der Mann erzählt mir, dass dieser Gang die Zeit ist. Die ist leicht zu begehen, doch es weht ein kranker Wind. Der Geruch des Todes, erzählte mir der Mann. Ich vertraue ihn. Er vertraut mir. Der Hund vertraut uns, auch. Zusammen, gehen wir diesen Weg.